When orchard to slack...out from 10.30 to 5. Basically, i go to sch to sign attendent only. After slacking, i'm worry abt my project, still left wif 3 more weeks n my jsp have no sign of progress...i'm not sure how i'm going to pass my fyp....really scared that he wan me to retain for few more weeks to complete it.Partly my fault, always slack and my laziness becomming worse... feel like giving up when there is no improvement...sometime feel very useless too. Especailly my partner asks me abt the jsp thing, i don know how to explain and answer his question...i'm dumb and stupid!And I feel bad when i did even rely a single word or heck care his question...i have no choice...what he ask i really don't know! Nvm...i will try to work harder from next week onward.
The night seem so long, keep tossing in my bed. Can't fall asleep...thinking of many things...Some1 ask me this, have u miss out anything in these 3 years , perhaps yes or no...i wasn't too sure.
'A massive earthquake off Indonesia flew into the badly-hit island of Nias and declared it the worst-affected by the 8.7-magnitude jolt.' More than 2000 of deaths have been reported.



My parents finally came back from m'sia early morning. So i ask my mum abt the trip to Bintan...she ask me go there 4 wat...of course relax and play...then she ask me go ask my father...okie then i told my dad abt it...he suddenly said that a heavenly place for man only...go 4 wat? I was like ??? He said go there 'bao er na' huh...Then my mum ask me again is Batam or Bintan...of course Bintan, a island with a lot of resorts and water sport games....haha..i think i didn't pronouce correctly that y they hear Bintan as Batam...my fault haha...i was laughing at myself...stupid rite...they nv say any thing so...but can see my mum a bit worry....and i told there will be adult(gar's mum) going too...so silent=consent! Trip will be in early May...i'm looking 4ward!
So tired...after comming back from sentosa and buffet at marina. Kana sun buring...so painful...like roast pig...ouch!!!
We find a place at sunset bay and setter down...most of them are hungry...luckily we had prepared some foods like hotdogs, cracb meat stick, breads...etc. We play game, so definitely some of them injured...like ah dan...her head kana hit by ball, ah heng injured his finger, some injured their legs...Wat abt loses?Erm..i lost 2 small bottles of shampoo....haha...4get to take out after bathing...i like the bottle very much...cos it is small and convenient to bring 4 outing...nv just get any1 ba...and yun lost her bracelet in the sea...we tried to look 4 it but did not managed to find it...and a very funny incident happen...haha...yun thought that she left her bro new speaker at the bathroom, so we actually wan back to look 4 it be cannot find...we suspected that the girl who came out from the bathroom took it and wanted to ask her does she mind we just check her bag...but we didn't...so i ask yun to check her bag to again. ah huh...She found it inside her back!!! haha...luckily she nv lost it...if not she will lost 2 things in a day...the speak cos $200+ 1 lor...can see yun very pa sai LOL! After that, we headed to marina to have steamboat...it very crowded so we have to wait for seats...we end our meal ard 9+ and went to arcade to play...cos yun have too many 50 cents coin after we return her money 4 the drinks...Every1 back to home sweet home...enjoy the day....now very sleeply...nitz~
Went to the Dialog Session with the Directors for International Student...i wonder, do i consider a foregin student? Erm...can say half singaporean liao ba...live here since young...Most probably changing my IC after i turn 21yr...okie...The talk is abt joining the NYP Alumni aftering graduate, so that we still can keep in contact...Good..BuT, we have to pay member fees every year...so that we can enjoy the benifits like using the school facilities...wat 4...i didn't really use many of the facilities...The session is quite interesting...know some of the problems face by when they first came to singapore...like being cheat on the renter fees(they will ask to pay for 1 year renter fees be4 they came...i was like wat the heck...1yr man)...language problems(some lecturers speak some dialect words which they don understand...haha.. so the directors rely 'it's our culture,u have to bear will it')...so funny! Btw i saw a few of the MIT students...we have the same lecture b4 but nv know they r forgein student too...doesn't look like 1 lei... i nearly get lost in the SBM...be4 i went 4 the talk...cannot find LtD1. I was at level 3...then i walk pass the all the LtC...and i guess LtD shl be next to it..but i cannot find...feel like giving up and go back to my lab. So i go down to level 2...then i saw the singal board...i was so excited...but it is LtD 3,4,5. WHERE the hell is LtD1???As it is getting neaer to my destination, so i decide give it a try and go down 1 more level...ya finally saw D1...took me 5min figuring where it the place hai~
Just reach the lab at 9am...only few ppl had arrived...so not much different if i come early while the other come later after 9am...can sleep more...hehehe....Don know y i feel very ke siao...haha...cos every morning u will got a chance to see acting/show...seeing ppl act ke lian...hahahaha...i still can laugh it out...me=evil!!!
Just came back from 'jogging'...actually yy and me didn't even jog 4 1 round hahaha...you know y? So many ppl jogging...hai~ see liao a bit sian...then end up we do sit-up only..haha...Too long nv go exercise...that y now leg aching...feel so useless...really old liao!

Yo...Finally is over haha...i'm so happy!!! Back to myself again...your life will be happier if u don think too much...i used to...over use my brain and think too much of unnecessary thing...Now wat i understand...don be bother by those nasty ppl around u...kk...
Really hate this kind of person...dare to do but don dare to admit...such a coward and petty too!!! Still wan to act 'ke lian'... nvm...i would nv feel sad by such an act...5 more weeks to end this fyp...ya..have to endure!
Acompany my mum to the Singapore Food Fair, i can describe the place as 'ppl mountain pple sea'...only go there to squeeze with the ppl...
Again...slack for whole day...haha...only stay in the labs 4 2hrs...When 4 morning break...then went straight away go amk to have lunch...very funny...they make a person 2 decide where to eat....so we play games like 'black and white'...then left ah dan,gar and me to play scissor,paper, stone...ya i lost...so i suggested to go to the hawker...on our way, we walk pass the Seol Garden...then a bit temped...so every1 fine with it...so we have have our lunch there 4 2hr...eat till very FuLL!haha...still own yun money...rem get from me if i 4get wor!Piss off early in the morning...i think is too children!But after telling my problem with my friends...i feel much comfortable...at lest i know wat i shl do and they are willing to help...so glad that i have friends ard me...Rem, U all RocK MaN!LoVe u Guys!

After knowing the truth, i really hope that i can pretend i don know anything abt it. I believe i will be more happier in that case...i don wan to think abt it but it keep 'pesting' in my mind...i'm really turn off! Pls give me the courage to speak out every single word in my mind right now to ya...Frustrated! My word might be evil and hurting but really...don ever tried to piss me off! Now wat i can do is to keep avoiding...i hate to tell lies! But in this case i have to...hope to get over the matter. Pls don't judge a book by its cover...too bad...i'm 1 of theml!!!

Just realised that my bro went 2 m'sia this morning...so he will be alway for 3days...erm...good or bad? Good, will house would not be too noisy hearing his loud n irritating voice, and bad thing is...it will be too quiet without him...very ironic!He's the kind of person u couldn't keep worry abt him...his safely and a big blur king....anyhow place his thing and get lost after that...like this morning...being scold by my father. Alway pack his thing last min, 4get to bring his thing or cannot find...sometime he really deserve a scold. Sec sch stident liao...still cann't take care of his own properties. Hope he enjoy his trip and learn to take care of himself...don alway let ppl worry abt him...esp our parents.
Watch 'Robort'...so so story line but...good that there are unexpected part which make u laugh!Time is still early to go home...so zhen, yun and me window shop cold storage,brought drinks and chat till 11...then we went home...okie..i'm very sleepy now....zzzZZzz...nitz nitz~

Super bo liao....went for morning break and slack till now....tha's not good! Went to zhen' lab to help her do the erasing thing from here supervisor , can u imagine a small bottle of liquid paper can make ur hand erase till very 'sua'....my fingers are weak now haha! Waiting for break again..lalala....
Have a bad dream...i dream some1 i know pass away. I couldn't remeber who is the person...my relative? Touch wood!!! Is not the first time i dream of ppl dying...i still can remeber that time i dream of some ppl chase my family and me in a flat, trying to kill or murder us...it was so horrify that i scream n jump up from sleep...the worse nightmare i had. I heard pple said before, if u have a bad dream, u have to tell the other person so tht i will not fullfil...




~Pretty and cute dolls~





That Dr Kong buffed us....he say need to wear formal for the 'Enter/Technopreneur Conference'. But end up, the whole theatre only 20% of them wearing formal...wat the heck! Now, my foot get bluster after wearing the heel...pian! Overall, i'm glad tat i managed to still awake for 5hr...must clap hand hor!!! I think the talk quite interesting, u can learn from them how to get into the business world, learn from their good or bad experience, what is their key to success!One of the spoker, Mr Eddie, the CEO of the E-cop.net say that "There is no formula to success"...the key is to strive hard! I truely agreed with what he says. And there's also another young enterprenuer,Mr Edy from Indoneasia,an ex-nyp student, a very funny guy who create laughter to the whole theatre by keep reminding that he has acutually implenment some of the modules taught in sch, had been very useful and handy in his managing his business...sort of promoting the sch...haha! But is funny in the sense that he told us not to study hard too...!He's from the food industry...so he got promote a bit on his food 'Smash Chicken Rice', an indonasia dish. Any 1 interested can go to far east plaze, cineleisure to tried it out..it seem delicious!(He really good in marketing..SBM ma) And the only female enterprenuer Miss...pai sai..cann't remember her name...very 'suay' at the begining of here buniness, she had gone through a lot...like 911, sars, and the recent tusnami...which had affect on her business too. Because she was running a 'Baby Surf' boutique...as u know surf clothering are sold in the resort or beach area like Phuket...but she manage to survive after all these! 'No money no talk',' Fear of failure, u will definitely fail,''Zhi Ji Zhi Bi, Bai Zhang Bai Shen',"Never give up on dream'...is real in this competitive environment.

Presentation ended...supervisor give a lot of negetive comments.Now need to improve on my fyp... Tough man...how 2 do the thing that he recommand to us???Alamak....all programming which is the part i in charge of...sad~

Sick of the old blog layout, so i find this 1 still okie..so, change to this in sch...cos very boring! Wait wait wait... to test the website for my fyp. Althought still got some problem, hopfully can be done by this wed..as thur, we will be having presentation in the morning...scary!
Cow Jokes..abit lame...
So sian... nothing to do in the lab...
Went yishun to watch "Hitch" wif classmates...nice show...especially the dancing part...hehe! Can go and watch! I have been eating for 1 whole day... i went 4 morning break-mac, lunch-amk,tea break, then dinner at yishun...very unusual for me 2 eat so many meals...getting fatter! Thank Liyun for 'long pang' me home!
